Sometimes I wonder why God made us the way we are...why do I not even have the energy that people 10 years older than me do? Why can I not go and do all of the things I want to or need to?
I can wonder, but what good does that do? I am what I am and it is what it is, to quote a popular saying.
So yes, I have to pull back and rest sometimes when I'd rather be active but I am not in control so I work and live in the boundaries that I've been given, and try to learn to not grumble about it!
I know some look at me and think I'm holding back or something, I'm not sure why they would think I wouldn't want to be active and I'm sorry if that causes others to judge me unkindly but I can't change it, if I could I definitely would!
